
The contest has finished and the winner is =
CSnyder
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10,000th pageviewGo check him out, he rocks!
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I will do a piece of art of any category for anyone that gets the screenshot of my 10,000th view.
I know most of you will say, bah, I don't want anything from her, but I will be giving something in return, yay!
If no one takes the 10k then I'll take the closest.
I take time to do stuff, so patience.
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So Many on Dec 22
I've been totally devoted to photography these days... I think it's maybe because I lost my camera months ago. I was always thinking "let me get a picture of... wait, I don't have a camera anymore" and that's why now every time I think something could do a great photograph I try to take some shots.
So many deviations to upload! This is Madness! This is SPARTAAA! 
My education has grabbed another way, let's see what happens.
I've eaten this week red meat 3 times in a row! Today I ate salmon, but it has the same fat as cow meat, go figure.
I've made some brushes: one pack of hamster brushes and other one of brushes brushes; the ones you use for traditional paintings. I think they are pretty big, so kinda useful. I also have a pretty awkward set of stock images... 
Stay tunned!
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ztoopid on Dec 13
I have now finished school. I doubt my grades will help me fulfill my profession dreams anymore. So many years of waste and all the money paid for my education is just like it was taken out to the trash. I'll see what I can do, I do not want to study to just work at something I don't like, I want to do what I want to do, and that's the only thing I'll do, nothing else.
[off topic: UGH, I hate myself so much for being so stupid, I am amazed that my internet is sooo slow for what I want it to be fast and now I mistakenly clicked select all and then clicked mark selected as read and closed the page fast so it wouldn't have time to load, when I re-open the devWATCH they are all gone! I mean, seriously, I want to bang my head, I had over 50 deviations to see!!! I am so sorry you guys.] As I was saying...
Do not tell me to study art, that irritates me, I want to be a veterinary/zoologist/something related with the mentioned. I know, I can feel it, that if I don't do this I'll just... drain all of my happiness out and finishing suiciding once and for all. I surely don't want to just work at Burger King, but my school just, like, wants me to quit! When I try to start over again by taking the step of trying hard for something, it's just deleted, and what I did just meant nothing. I don't like these kind of tests... I don't want to hear "Oh, life is just unfair" F*CK then I might just implode the world to an end, THANK YOU!
Many people have said so many different things to me, and if i unite all fo the theories people have given me, I would really just sit, do nothing and wait something to come to me, I'm sick of everything and everybody. I do not want to ignore the bad things that happen to me, if I did that I wouldn't live at all. Sometimes I just want to terminate my life for good, but then I think of what if I had just to wait a little more for the good stuff to come in, or if my family gets traumatized... Really, my mother has said to me with her eyes that if I ever did that, that she would bring me back to life and kill me again.
All of my life (or since I had memory) I've thought that I wanted to be a good professional, I didn't know until I was pre-teen that my grades meant the entrance to that professional life. I f*ck*ng hate being dumb, just as much anybody would hate being ugly (you know what I mean). I am just so frustrated... My room is hardly a room anymore cause of a crisis yesterday thanks to the Geography class... By the way, I studied for the final test and it was like I didn't take that class ever. Yeah, I am just supposed to smile and wave and be happy...
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Something wicked this way comes- Oh wait it's just your mother-in-law
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*Ki-Witch = ~KW-stock ♥
Hunn I been there and done that about a billion times.You can even ask my bff loveableinsanity on here about it.I know exactly what your going threw.I'm an idiot who can't understand anything in math that i flunked last year b/c they failed me by one point.(my grade was an 80,but my average was a 59...bullshit)Dont go all suicidal and sad all the time please.We may just know each other over the internet but i love you just as much as any other one of your friends.You WON'T work at burger king or anything like that.Why don't you just talk to your mom about this?(unless you already did...)You should go for what you want to do!I know you can do it.(I'm not trying to sound like marry sunshine or anything.)also,something else to help you out,why not talk to your b/f about this as well?He can help you I'm sure with whatever is on your mind.School [link] people suck,the teachers suck,the work sucks.But you ARE a senoir and it'll all blow over soon.Just hang in there!You don't graduate untill may you siad and you don't know this for a fact yet.Just stick tight with friends and the people who love you.And I know that you probably think that I'm anoying being all "fight the good fight"person but really.It helps.I've been there,and live this.You can do it!I KNOW you can. I'm here 24/7!(i have no life.lol)lol i love you karitza!!!*hugs*
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~*I would take the risk of heartbreak in order to experince just one kiss*~
And don't consider suicide. There's way more to live for rather than wasting what you've worked so hard for. I know life takes it's tolls on you sometimes, but you gotta strive ahead.
I, and many others will be rooting for you!
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"These days, science is like a play. The actors dress up in white lab coats, and play the role of God."
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Life is so dang short... I consider 30's old, imagine that.
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*Ki-Witch = ~KW-stock ♥
I also am scared of being behind. Everytime I see a better artist, I wondered why I wasn't at their skill level when they were 16. Sigh, but I'm just some guy with an over-positive attitude, so I ignore it later.
*Ahem* Back on subject now, I believe you'll be just fine. You look like you live the life of a normal kid, so you probably won't fall into anything worse.
P.S I just noticed I'm a year younger than you. I look so immature (Physically) compared to ya
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"These days, science is like a play. The actors dress up in white lab coats, and play the role of God."
That just frequently happens to any teenager that is pressured to choose a career and at the same time to achieve good grades to enter college. Thinking about the future is a bad thing to do, because there's always uncertainty, and that's something we cannot control. So, it's better to work on improving our present.
But you know what: everything will be fine once the storm is over. Believe me.
About stupidity: Everyone feel stupid once in a while, but there's not such thing for a person who is not mentally retarded. And I know you aren't, and you also know it. Intellligence builds up the same way a muscle grow big: by exercise and determination. But there's a difference: when you make exercise even if you think you won't attain a good physique, you will have results at the end. For the mind, that's very different, because you need to think that you are capable of doing something, otherwise you will be blocked, so even if you try hard to study, you won't learn a thing.
So, please, instead of being whining and bitching, get to work! Breath deep and think about achieving small goals, such as getting a good grade in your next exam. Relax, and study with an open mind. There's not boundary aside what you impose of yourself.
Good luck
"Ocú
P.D: La próxima vez que desee escribir algo tan personal, lo haré en español. Siempre me ha parecido que el español es más hermoso para expresar nuestros sentimientos.
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Better to burn out than to fade away [link]
To be honest, I think we all need to let our emotions out sometimes. (God I sound like some goddamned hippy) I think it'll be the opposite for me though. Life will hit me in the face, instead of vice-versa.
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"These days, science is like a play. The actors dress up in white lab coats, and play the role of God."
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*Ki-Witch = ~KW-stock ♥
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